This blog, this has been my most recent and biggest risk to date.
I cannot tell you how many times I have attempted to start this blog. Over the years I have made countless websites and blog pages and they’ve just sat there empty until the domain expired and it was like it never existed.
Sharing these stories and my version of events is by far the most overwhelming and scariest thing I have done, and it all stemmed from the risk of judgement.
I worked in a very public industry.
For a long time. In Real Estate, agents, clients.. hell people you thought were your friends are genuinely out to tear you down. It is by far one of the most close minded and sabotaging industries out there. Before you @ me, there are exceptions to this rule. There are good people who genuinely want to see you win and will do everything in their power to support you. So please don’t be acting like I don’t acknowledge the good in those people. But the thing is, there is such a thing called frenemies. People who actually don’t want to see you win. People who bitch and complain about you every chance they get. People who have an issue with every single move you make and you think you can trust them.
So I never really shared my true self for the entirety of my career. I wasn’t open about my spirituality and I didn’t act on behalf of my authentic self, I was forever trying to protect my image and my reputation.
But that’s fucked now…..
I know some of them are reading these posts. I know they’re watching my social media (it tells me when you’ve viewed my profile fam.) I know there is a portion of people sitting there bitching and moaning about the things I post and wondering if it’s about them – it’s not, but if the boot fits, feel free to wear it – and I know if I ever choose to go back into the industry, this is all on the internet ready for y’all to read and judge and say something ridiculous about.
I just no longer care.
However, starting this was a risk. Because starting this and being as open as I have been has now altered the perception of me, across the board. Where I was private abut my illnesses, they now know. Where I was private about manifestations and energetic efforts, they now know. And it isn’t hard to find.
However. This risk has paid off immensely and I haven’t even really started yet. The amount of freedom I feel in my life these days is something I encourage everyone to chase. I have so much more to say and speak to and so many more people to call on their shitty nonsense and crappy energy. *Insert meme of fuck around and find out here*.
I have created an online community, a website, I have been reading for people and helping them with clarity and guidance and I honestly just love it.
Please – take the risk. It’s so freeing.
Sarah x
Things I learnt. 